^{neocities is a wip and i'm not updating this for the time being!! + gif sends you to bottom of page!}

s/i info:
‣ all of them go by they/them unless stated otherwisethis is also just a small guide for status symbols:✦
unique s/i paired with 1 f/o✧
unique s/i paired with multiple f/os✿ ★ ❥ ✷ ❦ ❋ ☣ ⚘ ⊙ ⁂ ⚕ ▶ ◓ ⌗ ❂ ☮ ✾ ⌖
same s/i paired with multiple f/os

✿ emerald oasis
marisol flor 💜💙🧡essentially my rise s/i except i get to meet mychael. he's put slightly at ease upon seeing donnie and leo accompanying me.mychael lives in a mystic forest on the outskirts of new york. there's pretty much zero documentation on the area, so donnie takes it upon himself to write some, with leo and i tagging along. we both bother donnie and occasionally scout ahead for fun.after wandering for a while, donnie notes how strange the layout of the area is - how it seems far larger than map data suggests. we end up racing trying to find an edge, but stumble to a stop as we come across mychael's home. this causes a ruckus that he comes out to investigate.^{how'd you end up all the way out here?!}mychael gets to have friends!! he nicknames leo raindrop because his constant movement reminds him of droplets racing down a window; donnie turtledove because of the mecha headphones he wears when they meet.i think leo would especially love showing mychael around the hidden city, and donnie would love fixing up his home and doing diy projects together.


❦ perfect oasis
marisol amar 🧡🩵i really love the dev interactions between these two and how they would be good friends and wear matching sweaters... "me and the guy i tolerate" is such a good dynamic. this would take place near mychael's forest, and i could bump into milo anywhere really... maybe he was left on the side of the road in a box much like a kitten. either way i would venture out to mychael's, milo would know of my whereabouts and follow, and we would then spend the night. or a couple nights. i think milo would make mychael "worse" in a way by showing him that clinginess and obsession isn't that big of a deal.


❋ to eat a god
mars 🖤🤍❤️💛mostly following game lore here, so including the existence of every route and the expectation of going through all of them. depending on how the routes end i think i'll try to tie them all together, or stop just before the end of some. playing unum's -> septem's -> nulla's routes seems to make the most sense... to me. i also have a puppet design i made up that i quite like, named jude ^-^
✧ to book a room
mars 🖤❤️💛that modern au where nulla is a hotel owner and septem runs father's company is sure something. i would just put the same s/i into different careers and date them separately.‣ for nulla: receptionist / secretary‣ for unum: coworker / worker at establishment he frequents‣ for septem: secretary / worker at establishment he frequents
✧ to curse a mage
mars 🖤❤️💛save me fantasy au that was made in 5 seconds... in my mind mc's puppet would be of a noble lineage and is entrusted with the primary task of protecting the kingdom. they take on the role of a royal mage and a sort of knight. then, route depending, they would end up siding with nulla, goofing off with unum, or being steadfast in completing tasks while warming up to septem. at the end of nulla's route they'd have to face septem, and at the end of septem's they'd have to face nulla.
✧ to kill a void
mars 🖤🤍swapped au is so amazingly fire i owe moose my life. going to go wild over neo later.
✧ to sweeten a heart
mars 🖤🤍i can be normal about fanfiction. coffee shop au where nulla and neo retain their abilities save me...
✦︎ to torture a man
mars 🖤inserting nulla into my daily life idgaf anymore. some isekai thing occurs that removes the game's existence from my timeline and replaces it with the actual presences of the characters. modern au with a devious twist, essentially. since nulla's route caused it, only he retains his abilities. it annoys septem to no end. and my puppet survives.before all that happens nulla has to endure the torture labyrinth.
✦ to expect a grace
honor 🖤^{this situation is not happening for you.}
to expect a grace that is not given. to expect honor among those without. to expect faith and hope, unwavering and unquestioning, only for them to strike out. to strike out everything written. you've been out since the day you were born.drafting a fake game in order for nulla to have me as his favorite little fictional other...


❥ perfect love with you
marisol cruz 🩷🩵crossover takes place in corland bay. milo and ren tolerate each other in our little polycule :3i headcanon ren's name as florence ^_^ren is a childhood friend. his family moved across town after elementary school, but we end up attending the same high school! i recognize him immediately even though he's started dressing a bit differently, and befriend him all over again. he likes all the stuff i like and i can't help but wonder what the odds of that are. he doesn't start to dye his hair until our last year of high school, and i sometimes tease him about how fried it'll get if he never gives his hair a break.he ends up shyly wearing one of his darker hoodies during a sleepover at my place. i tell him i'll love him even if he's emo; i repeat the sentiment countless times, even saying i'd love him if he was a worm. after lots of loving reminders, occasionally he wears his other clothes and lets his roots grow out. he's my number one supporter and accompanies me everywhere.we take turns spending the night at each other's places as soon as we move out. eventually he lets me see his actual closet and i often steal his clothes, signaling that it's even more okay for him to wear whatever he wants. he still has fun switching between being cutesy ren and regular florence, though.^{i can't wait to see you again, angel.}my milo is similar to manipulation milo; instead of an aloof and suave front, he's more openly bratty toward others. he's just as praising, sweet, and clingy toward me. he is my pretty kitty who can do no wrong. i meet him during my gap year after high school while working at the library.milo often drops by the library to do his assignments. when he first sees me, he feels drawn to me; he thinks it's just an aesthetic pull at first, but quickly realizes his attraction goes much further than that. when ren drops by to see me, milo examines our interactions. he picks up on the way ren will occasionally scowl and roll his eyes when other people are mentioned, and his genuine demeanor - and he uses some of that for his own persona. they are both such funny copycats...^{you don't have a choice but to love me.}milo starts up small talk with me as his crush worsens, and he falls into acting more like his current self; he's more confident in his social skills. he makes one innocent comment about ren to ascertain who he is to me, and i joyfully reply that i love him so much and that he's my best friend. ren's stalker ass blushes and kicks his feet about it while milo's eye twitches. i start running into him outside of the library as well, which ren takes notice of and does not like one bit.they nearly kill each other a couple times before finding common ground: milo admits to having some higher awareness, similar to ren. he recalls many things despite them never happening: meeting me in college, learning small facts about me (that ren does confirm are true), growing closer... but his memories blur together when it comes to the exact details of our relationship. he doesn't remember the person he was or if i ever knew about his more vicious tendencies.milo's cared for me since the moment he saw me. he may not have had the chance to fully create a persona for me before, but he's determined to now. ren and milo both bond over knowing me so well, and reluctantly agree to pursue me together since ren's always stalled doing so for one reason or another.i accept their confession! they're overjoyed at me calling them my boyfriends, and love reminding others of the fact. ren will loudly say my partner when referring to me around leon, for fun. milo enjoys saying i'm his lover to just about anyone who'll listen.they both call me angel, and i call them angel, too. i occasionally call ren darling and cariño; milo my love and mi amor.as my gap year nears its end, i decide to not go to college and i move in with ren. milo plans to as well once he completes his kinesiology degree. we have sleepovers at his dorm sometimes.i also start working part-time instead of full-time at the library. ren is pouty about me not quitting entirely, but still appreciates the extra time with me.almost everyone i know in corland bay is a good friend. i talk regularly with moth, leon, violet, teo, elanor, and even conan. i'm getting to know jae and kiara better, too. teo is niceys to me because i'm too dense to get when he tries to hit on me, and leon shoves at him whenever he tries anyway. sometimes we group up and play open world games together.


✷ shepherds of haven
honor soto 💚❤️i don't knowww what kind of mage i want to be... i have ideas, but i just love being here. being with chase and red, i think a circle-trained healer or enchanter with elf heritage would be cute, but i am drawn to transformative magic and conjuration magic as well...^{i will also be romancing croelle... when he is a romanceable. smiles.}


⁂ our life: now & forever
marisol rose lugo 💙🧡i move to golden grove with my mama (opal) at 10 years old. for our first couple years at golden grove, my papa (jasper) is constantly traveling for work, so we facetime and call him. he visits for some special events, like holidays. he finds a job in town during step 3.my name is marisol, but with friends i sometimes go by mars. my parents typically call me cutesy nicknames like mariposa and regalo. my middle name is rose as in the quartz (because my parents are silly). my last name is my mom's! my dad also took her last name when they got married.i meet qiu first by stumbling into his backyard (which i am endlessly apologetic for) and stumbling over my words a bunch, which he lowkey makes fun of. his doting nature is amped up to an extreme with me because i just seem so on edge all the time, but i do my best to get him to worry less - he's a really busy kid as is! i try not to bother him much, but we end up running into each other a lot regardless.i'm in a new environment and i'm scared! i'm a small creature! i'm very shy and prefer nodding along and smiling in most situations. easily spooked by loud noise, so meeting tamarack almost kills me - but it is good for my personal development. i tend to prefer the town, but end up liking being outside with tamarack just as much by step 2.by the time we're 14, qiu and i are genuinely best friends. we come to each other for almost everything. i also call them qiupiter sometimes, to match with me going by mars. they find this so endearing but their emo ass will not be upfront about it anytime soon. i'm unassuming toward them, so qiu is similarly reserved in their praise toward me - it makes it all the more special to me. we also start using they/them at around the same time, though i'm fine with the occasional she/her being thrown my way by family and close friends.i'm still quiet, but i've gotten the hang of being normal about things and am more mellow. not everyone and everything is out to get me, and i know this... so for the most part, i'm not scared by air anymore. i am scared about qiu figuring out i have a crush on them, though. tamarack has always been a good friend to me! i praise her and dote on her a lot; i can't imagine living here without her.at 18, qiu and i are so dating.at 22, qiu and i are sooo married.

◓ pokéarth
marisol luna 💚💜🩵🩶💙❤️ ft. 🧡💙🩵💜🩷mega crossover, peace and love on planet earth (for the most part) <3i grow up in kalos with ukyo and our friends. i meet natural in my youth as well, since my mom does research in unova and i tag along sometimes. i start my journey in unova during my early teens, and n travels everywhere with me from that point on.we later visit johto together, meeting suguru, satoru, and mahito as they develop their trainer styles. the five of us revisit kalos together, and suguru is kind of impressed by team flare; satoru and i beat him up affectionately.on a separate trip back to kalos, n and i meet tadano. we give him a tour of the area and become fast friends. when we visit restaurants and shops, he pays for everything, and even gets takeout and gifts for us sometimes.we later visit hoenn and run into vash. bless his heart. pokémon either love him or hate him, and people love to pick fights with him since they think he has high-level pokémon.i research pokémon for a living. n also does pokémon research of his own, so we help each other out sometimes, like partners! most of our research is field research; n tends to write and illustrate a lot more than i do. i like organizing his entries for him.i help my mom with research, and take on research tasks from other professors, too. i'm currently in sinnoh. (last game i played was legends: arceus! i can't say i've been to hisui... i've played through x/y, omega ruby/alpha sapphire, sun/moon, pokémon super mystery dungeon, and the beginnings of b/w & b2/w2)♡thought about some other f/os in here for fun too ^_^ if they were here, they'd probably always be in the area i'm in.mychael runs a few community gardens that both people and pokémon assist with. he does have a home out in the middle of nowhere, but trusts his pokémon to roam as they please.milo and ren are always a call away. i blame ren's porygon-z. milo's also the type to go on his phone in the middle of a trainer battle if i text him, sending out a higher-leveled pokémon to demolish his opponent.donnie and leo probably travel the most in their family, with donnie wanting to study everything and leo being the easiest way to do that with help from his duoblade. raph doesn't leave unova much, and mikey only travels sometimes. april is a news reporter in unova, but she helps out at the hamato gym sometimes.⭑i also imagined teams and put it all in a big table <- autism blasttried to make each team unique, but some doubles are there on purpose. notes below:n and adaman's teams are based on the pokémon they're normally seen with in-universe. i feel like n's released pokémon find him again often, and even if he doesn't recapture them they remember him fondly and tend to help him out.ukyo and the rest of the amnesia cast have types based on their routes and dynamics. ukyo finds most of his pokémon while roaming or napping in forests, and thinks ghost-types are neat :]shin is fire. emo fire-types work well for him and he's hot-headed at times. this clashes with toma's detached demeanor; the way he's so cold and unforgiving with literally anyone who isn't mc. he tries being nice and sweet, hence all the cutesy pokémon, but they tend to evolve into scarier-looking pokémon... i feel like both of their pokémon are lower-leveled, which suits them being childhood friends anyway.ikki and kent (RAHH!!) have something homoerotic going on. also, kent sweep. rock is super effective against everyone else's types, which i find so funny; kent is generally the most grounded person, too. ikki's generally graceful and seen as a prince, which swanna and flying-types in general suit quite well. kent and ikki have some pokémon with matching or similar types (aerodactyl/archeops, armaldo/masquerain, carbink/togekiss) because they are best friends. they also ev train together and have higher-leveled pokémon; they're competitive, this checks out.satoru thinks it's a cute coincidence that we both have an alolan ninetales. mine prefers hanging out with suguru and satoru's prefers hanging out with me. suguru also collects shinies because he's a freak. both of them ev train their pokémon together and have professional gyms. they have a fairy/dark clash going on because satoru likes winning.mahito does fuckall. he likes ghost-types because he is a ghost-thing. he still thinks toying with people is fun, and likes knocking out others' pokémon, but doesn't ever kill. he has considered it before; but suguru, satoru, and i tend to distract him from his thoughts or allow them to be channeled through other means. he thinks live torture is better, anyway! <- an improvementvash has an absol because i couldn't help myselfff. sorry for bringing tragedy wherever i go when i was just trying to help... sorry for being a literal walking disaster. also shiny absol has a similar palette to him. anyway, because he co-owns a nursery with wolfwood, some of his pokémon are always lower-leveled because i like to think he takes them on walkies and such. his sceptile reminds him of nai. vash mostly has grass-types because he basically is a grass-type; they're fond of him.the same is true for mychael; he's more of a grass/poison, but still. he gets a morelull because it's small and cute and a mushroom. he has mostly grass-types because he's out in the middle of some forest. he likes coming into towns often during the winter to feel less lonely, though.milo has an espeon specifically to feel closer to me, since i have one. the fact that he can't find a shiny espeon lowkey cements the way that he feels he'll never truly "be me" or view us as equals. he gets really mushy when he sees them hanging out. basically a "look, it's us" type of appeal. he works best alongside psychic pokémon because he loves a good mind game! his other pokémon suit his aesthetic, which is something he cares a lot about: they're very pretty pokémon.ren's pokémon are shiny because he loves matching with me. he's a great shiny hunter, somehow. he has an eelektross and sableye due to their low number of weaknesses, and a gallade to contrast milo's gardevoir. his mawile is literally just like him... mini ren. the pink cutesy... but watch out!donnie has electric-types because he's always on that damn phone. and computer. something has to help him charge all that... he steals my heliolisk sometimes. he loves his beautiful baby girl tinkaton and his beautiful destructive weapon naganadel. blastoise is literally him.leo has an empoleon because, um, leon. also piplup is adorable; he has so many little piplup charms. felt betrayed when his honedge evolved into a doublade (not blue anymore). his lucario helps him with training sometimes.leo and donnie also found shiny eevees together while traveling, raising them in their own ways; their weird dogs are twins and best friends just like they are. they get along well with my espeon :]raph is a dragon-type gym leader because i feel like he relates to some a lot, particularly haxorus since both of them are kind but come across as scary at times.mikey's team is more varied due to all his interests; smeargle being the most obvious choice for an artist. he likes cooking, so alcremie is a useful pick. maschiff i can imagine him babying and trying to teach to be "good" much like what he does now with draxum. and the rest of his team are just fun and cute, which suits him.

⚘ fields of mistria
marisol vela 🩶💙💜🩷🧡🤍❤️🤎💛(🖤)as a local member of the adventurer's guild i mostly took on repetitive tasks; delivering materials, guiding travelers safely along routes, petsitting... rarely would i join other adventurers in quests lasting more than a month. i've handled a sword quite a few times, have handled farm equipment far less, and have never purposefully netted bugs until my move.in mistria, i'm head of stonebrook farm. i have an instant attachment to caldarus' statue, and thus caldarus. i nearly never miss a morning of speaking with him. the townsfolk are all easy to get along with, though i find myself with balor and adeline most frequently - talking numbers. olric is a dear confidant otherwise. eiland is easy enough to run into, and i can never turn down a treat. juniper and valen's back and forth is always a treat to witness, too. march is a pain. hayden is incredibly sweet. when i get my hands on that emo it's so over.


⌗ dan vs.
marisol ruiz 🩵💚i like the headcanon of the impostor's name being ted ^_^ ... and i very much like ted. however i do think it'd be funny to show interest in dan and then 180° when ted takes over his apartment. he's so fine.humoring dan would count slightly more as an alterous ordeal for me but i don't think he'd get the terminology, and he'd want to be on the same footing as ted, so they're both listed here. i love how they're crazy in opposite directions.^{why would i loathe myself? i'm awesome.right. you're awesome. you live in a rat-trap hovel, no girlfriend, no career; and every day you fester in a stew of your own anger.}i first meet dan as a librarian, so i get clued in on his revenge plans and his ineptitude toward technology. chris ropes me into being his friend since dan doesn't immediately hate me and i don't immediately hate dan. i end up catsitting mr. mumbles for him often, and keep his apartment 10% more clean than it was previously. dan drags me into visiting chris and elise as a half-baked attempt of having support for his latest revenge plans, since they often call his plans outlandish and unwarranted. sometimes i visit them on my own, but i'm very much a homebody. i like eating at new places with chris and watching shows and plays with elise.when ted takes on dan's identity, eventually he miscalculates a time that i would be out of dan's apartment. i'm catsitting when he comes in, and i merely raise an eyebrow at him as he freezes in the doorway. since dan is broke, and i don't appear disappointed or nervous to see him, ted suspends his disbelief and assumes i am dan's partner. finding ted's latest look particularly cute, i play along. he knows i'm playing along. i phone chris about it once he leaves, saving one psychiatrist a traumatic visit from dan. chris and dan plan a ton of unsuccessful stakeouts about it, and nearly trash dan's apartment in the process.ted starts dropping by dan's apartment at odd hours when dan is away, while i'm there looking after mr. mumbles. he also visits me at work, once, which i find odd; at that point he's been reading dan's diary. he knows i'm not dan's partner. he asks me out to coffee, and the impostor episode plays out around the same way aside from that. because i think "we're on parole" is in my top ten favorite lines of his.i'd really like playing computer games with ted, and he'd kick my ass since he has way too much practice after playing them in telemarketer offices for hundreds of hours. in a past identity of his, we were starting to become good friends, but he had to leave his old town suddenly. seeing me again is such a pleasant surprise to him, and once it clicks for me why he's so familiar - why he's acting a bit overly familiar, innately knowing things like my favorite drinks - i'm similarly pleased.^{you've won an exciting prize! you've been randomly selected to be added to our exclusive "call all the time" list. we'll be calling you day and night to let you know all about our exciting promotions, specials, deals, and so much more!}the telemarketer episode, on the other hand... i would be more involved. mostly because i want to coo about how jealous i am of dan getting to hear ted all the time, and bother him while hanging out with dan. a cabin date with ted afterward is so awesome as well... once dan is locked up, he comes up to me and relays precisely what dan said over the phone. dan is happy now, for the time being, so why shouldn't we be? it's good enough reasoning to me.once dan is out, they get into an eternal back and forth. ted sticks around mostly out of amusement; rarely, we see him take on new identities.one of ted's past identities is a baker, but there's no way he hasn't been a dentist or surgeon. a radio host would also make perfect sense. he has way too much disposable income to not have had a very high-salary career before, either that or he's just an exceptionally skilled scammer. the latter is true either way, and i think it fits in nicely with ted having known dan in a previous identity.they should drop a new episode with ted in it. for me.


▶ there's something wrong with my blind date!
marisol 💚💛🖤(💙)punching the air... not sorry for the person i will become when the full game drops.


☣ the walking dead game
melody moya 🩵🧡🤍💙i go through seasons 1-3 with the same s/i, since i already alter canon to keep some characters alive ^_^i also have like 3+ versions of luke and none are canon, i hate canon luke, and i need to run him over as soon as episode 3 starts. because they wrote him so poorly...i take on the role of a scout more often than not, and know some basic medical knowledge passed on by peers in each season.in season 1, i would enter the storyline as part of lilly's group, aiding glenn with his tasks up until he leaves. later on when lee leaves the mansion in search of clementine, i would be heading back to it, allowing me to briefly regroup with him and provide backup to prevent him from getting bitten. thus, lee and i continue to season 2 with the remainder of the usual cast. the beginning of season 2 also irritates me anyway, and i feel like lee being there would allow us to stay alive and together far longer.seeing lee still alive in season 2 would also help keep kenny calm, having someone he feels comfortable confiding in after trying to bury his past around sarita. clementine choosing to have lunch with lee and kenny later would also make luke's pouting way funnier, and i would join their table out of pity.


⚕ the walking dead
dia mota 💛🤍🧡RIIIIICK... i'm only on like s3 right now but he's everything to me. last sane man on earth. edwin and daryl are so cute too i need to lay across them like a cat :3i take on a lookout role, which lands me in the good graces of almost everyone. i'm a nightowl, anyway. i like assuring rick that he can get some rest and count on me, and i like poking fun at daryl when he tries to switch out with me. i listen to edwin when he's up late researching and talk down some of his more irrational ideas.


☮ the walking yay
melodia milo 🩵🧡🤍💛💙🤍🧡what if: show and game crossover and everyone is happy rainbow sunshine :3 for my health.


✾ osomatsu-san
marisol caro 💙❤️💜my bfs who are so very stupid... i need to yank them by the ears u_u i am good friends with the other bros!i'm a karamatsu they through and through... but oso's stupidity is just really compelling to me. and i'm really basic i like the guy who's shy and hissy and who barely opens up with me in comparison to other people. i'd get along greatest with choro #MyBro and then todo #MyDiva. jyushi is so energetic but i think he would adapt to my vibe much like he did with ichi, so we would chill.is getting close to ichi by working at a shelter too cliché... i visited one a few times this year (vague) and it was like kitty puppy heaven. i would probably handle the cats the most and occasionally go outside to walk dogs, and during a walk i would find kara bothering ichi as they're walking past. ichi would recognize me and try to avoid me, but kara would catch on and ask if we knew each other. at first, he'd be so supportive of his baby brother talking to someone! he'd tag along sometimes just to tease him, before one day asking me to hang out one-on-one.of course, i think kara is so funny and charming, and i admire how he looks out for ichi in his own way. eventually i think oso would be the one out and about bothering kara, embarrassing him, and very gradually getting interested in me. mostly because kara says that half of the time i offer to pay for things. all three would come to like some aspect of my personality; ichi appreciating my quiet nature, kara adoring my honesty, and oso taking advantage of fretting over my kindness.

✦✦✦ dream journal
🖤_4/9/24some type of isekai plotline...first, i play this game that's like an mmo with visual novel elements and minigames. it's created by a small group of friends, and they thought it would be funny if some of the love interests were based on themselves. the game has a modern fantasy setting, focusing on a close-knit community. lots of the shops are local and the nearest big city is like an hour out.the game focuses on a restaurant in the intro, though. i suck really bad at the minigames and the characters keep teasing me in a really light-hearted way, so i feel like failing is expected for a person's first playthrough. some people (the devs. but how would i know) come online and try helping me, and i end up chatting with one a lot. he's sweet, and jokingly asks to get coffee with me sometime. i take it literally. we plan a day to meet, and when we do we talk about the game. he gets extremely flustered when i tell him his character is my favorite.when i go to sleep that night, i wake up in the game as my dolled up avatar. the devs are there as well, as their characters. the npcs greet me in various ways, rarely good: neutral, irritated, nervous... eventually, an earth deity approaches me and entrusts me to care for this world before turning into a statue. i innately assume that she wakes up once i reach some sort of milestone, and at that point i can access the game settings and make more than one save file.i hang out with some characters in their homes for a while before checking in on cole and his brother matt, another dev. they're both going about the business their characters usually do, and things generally progress as they did as i was playing the game. minus the mentions of our prior reality and some minor outbursts tied to that.‣ cole commutes to university some days, and works on a rotating schedule at a fast food restaurant in a plain red uniform. he still games in his spare time.‣ matt works as a waiter and cook at a local restaurant. he volunteers for the council to help with events sometimes.‣ there's another dev who's ecstatic to be in the game she helped create. she does something athletic for work... not sure what.some npcs include three sisters, town council members, and more love interests.anyway, short ramble about cole.he's such a sweetheart. his character was bolder than he is, but they're more or less the same. he really self-inserted. he has random confidence boosts at times, usually when he's passionate about something. his bangs fall over his eye sometimes, and he tends to wear loose and covering dark clothes. he experiments with other styles if i'm willing to match with him!💛_9/11/24would you still love your boyfriend if he was a worm? this guy wasn't even my boyfriend he was just pining over me. the worst i've ever seen it.he was hosting a house party for whatever reason, maybe in an attempt to boost his popularity; he was flopping hard as a youtuber, so maybe it was to celebrate a very small milestone? everyone left fairly quickly, earlier than he had anticipated. we just ended up dancing and spinning around, laughing and smiling. i felt perfectly at peace.the kicker was that i helped him set up the party. and he turned into this, like, slug-worm at times - like starfire's larva, silkie. he was white, black, and yellow in color in that form; i spun him around a bit. he was able to go between both forms in a flash.i pictured him as a very energetic guy with curly brown hair, and i think a yellow accessory like a hat would suit him nicely.🩶_4/11/25
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‣ she has short white hair, and pretty red eyes. she was playful and doting, with her bangs sometimes covering her eyes, and we were exploring a magical forest behind someone's home. reminds me of sugar from off, appearance-wise ^_^


my toys (40+):
i like to have a variety of them because i'm indecisive and fw everyone but i do have favorites, kind of the "face" guys for certain character groups. they are locked in my mind palace and i don't have official inserts to pair with any yet. i just think they're neat... and i don't think i'd ever make a blog for them, so this is the best spot for them to hypothetically hang out.


my friend's toys (20+):
forever in our hearts... didn't stand a chance against employment. i still like them a lot, though.✧ 24/7
imagine a boyfriend. now imagine the opposite of your boyfriend. now imagine the opposite of the opposite. this has led to over 20 boyfriends in my polycule and all of them have fought with each other and me at one point or another. and of course i have made over ten vast alternate universes for them. probablyyy my first step toward self shipping in general started with them.


my friend's toys (3... for now (≧∇≦)):
T: 💛📦
M: 🤎🎞️
R: 💙🍣✧ domestic
T sleeps on my floor, M gets my bed, and R takes my couch sometimes.
✧ domestic without the blond
^{because he doesn't deserve love or hair!!}
R drives, M sleeps in the backseat, i stare out the window of the passenger's seat.
✧ mermars
R-centric but the others would get involved eventually. i live in his bathtub and he freaks out about it.

i need this guy obliterated after episode 2.

i plan on using ❣️🎀 as a tag for one big family! as of right now, i just have a dad...
✦ my familymy dad is a 7 foot tall demon with messy black hair, big red (black sclera) eyes, and black horns. he's a demonic fox entity that works long nights, spending majority of each day with me. my dad is fiercely protective of me and has a short temper with most people. with me and his few friends, he's very laid-back and teasing.as his child, i have little black horns and fluffy fox ears. i often wear red ribbons and accessories.

❂ paradise in the valley
marisol diaz 🖤💙my papa left the old diaz farm in my name. he sometimes called it paradise farm, which is what stuck with the town. this is on the forest farm layout :]i move to stardew valley during late winter. i have plenty of time to clean the property up for spring, and more time than usual to socialize. i also read up on what grows best when, animal care, and so on.i often run into sebastian on my way out of the mines. he asks if i'm doing all right on a particularly rough night. we chat more the following nights, and i sometimes show off cool gems i find. he seems drawn to frozen tears, so i gift him one for his birthday. i gift him obsidian for year 2.if i stay out really late and i'm in the area, seb will let me sleepover. i take his couch. when we grow closer, we share his bed.sam's nice, too, and i'm glad sebastian introduced us. i gift him tigerseye and cactus fruit a lot after he mentions liking them in passing. i run into him a lot across town. he teaches me how to skate and play guitar; in turn, i teach him how to make some meals and do some farm work with me. seb joins us sometimes, and we both get to teach him a little.the more house upgrades i get, the more they visit. bastian stays over the most, practically living in my home. he goes back to his basement every couple of weeks. once samson's dad is in the valley, he ends up sleeping over at my place a lot more, too.i'm not married to either of them, but we practically are. the three of us wear a different type of pendant using white shells. i bring back maple bars and sashimi if i'm out shopping and spot any. my farm provides consistent income, so neither of them worry about working and instead start on their own passion projects. seb's a game dev and sam keeps on making music.both of them have some slight yan tendencies ^_^ ... some inspired by that popular seb mod and others just in my brain for sam. seb having a dagger collection and making some out of obsidian is so true. sam is clingy! he messes up tiny tasks on purpose sometimes so i'll spend more time with him.
✧ el infiernoa sort of spin-off with seb and sam is on the beach farm layout. our pendants use black shells, and they are just ridiculously clingy with me and hostile with the town for laughs. i'm also more reserved, so i don't know the rest of the town that well; no one can really pull us apart.
✦ purgatory in the valley
marisol diez 🧡in honor of ben 10 i am considering being some type of alien. or having an alien symbiote situation going on. time will tell... obsessive elliott has just really grown on me. the mod that makes him send love letters is cute; i can picture him eternally on the brink of killing other people in town. also i'm super drawn to his flowery way of speaking and monologuing yessss. most likely on the meadowlands farm layout because it's dreamy.


✦ welcome home
sofi sola ❤️‣ i do my own thing most of the time. i'm often reading in background shots of the show itself, and there's episodes with me discussing boundaries and other emotion-centric topics. sometimes i attend an event and redirect the conversation back on track. i mostly give the audience short mnemonics to remember what to do in situations, accompanied by a short tune.‣ off the air, my phone is pretty much glued to my hand. it technically isn't my phone, but i found it on the floor one day, so it has been since then. i'm always on some type of device. i read on them sometimes.‣ i hang out with poppy a lot since her home tends to be quiet, and sometimes i accompany howdy on slow days at the bugdega. other times i help sally figure out instrumentals and fine details in her shows.


^{i also love thinking about welcome home sooo much... so here's a few more ^_^}

✦ welcome home...
mara melo ❤️
‣ very reserved, themed around camping and the outdoors. they're scared of bugs and many, many things. it takes them a while to warm up to everyone.‣ they have puffy white hair with brown roots, decorated with small brown squares that resemble graham crackers. when they get embarrassed or overwhelmed, their roots "melt" downward for a while. they wear a fluffy hooded jacket over a striped turtleneck and basically always wear gloves.‣ off-screen they often wear headphones or earbuds and listen to music throughout the day :)
✦ welcome home!
noa nota ❤️
‣ yapper!! loves going back and forth with sally about play ideas and playing pretend with julie. if wally is busy doing something, noa is the one to intro/outro for the show.‣ they wear a cozy turtleneck under a loose collared long-sleeved shirt, with corduroy pants and dress shoes. they have white hair, often tucking away stray hairs with blue hair clips while tying it back with red bands. they always have a writing utensil tucked behind their ear, which ranges from fountain pens to crayons.‣ off-screen i imagine they're either always on their phone or at their laptop, typing away...


⊙ the freak circus
marisol peak ❤️💚💙🩵💜attachment to every character speedrun any%


⌖ killer chat
marisol mata 🩷🖤💚❤️honestly really interested in how the killer route is going to play out, so i might change some dynamics later on... but as of right now i'm going on dates with everyone and ronin often thirdwheels. #Annoying


✦ pressure
stellamaris bass 🩵won't lie i've never played this game because i know i'd be terrible at it. i admire the setting and all of sebastian's dialogues.^{among us was also like this for me, but there are no npcs in there for me to grow attached to. yet.}i'd know him (barely) prior to him being presumed dead. we'd be good acquaintances, toeing the line of friendship. probably had one or two meaningful conversations and the rest were pleasant small talk, sharing updates on hobbies, talking about engineering mishaps. i'd ride the same bus as him often, attend some group events as a friend of a friend... eventually, i don't see him for a while. a call from his mother, which is so out of the blue, informs me that he's going to be executed. i grow closer to his family after that, and in a way, closer to him.i show up to the blacksite on a month-long work contract, meant to survey the technology and perform routine maintenance all the way down to the ridge. i quickly realize a lot was left out of the contract... like the beasts. at least i'm provided with regular diving gear.the first few days i'm there go by without much ado, but sebastian kicks off the lockdown process during my first week of work. for the first half of the day i stay put in an on-site emergency shelter with a small group of other workers. one of the workers is of a medium rank and insists on going out to get gear and supplies for us. eventually, after leaving for a supply run, they don't return. my group heads out together in hopes of finding anything useful - supplies, a better shelter, etc.of course, we run into sebastian. we seem lost, and he wants to practice talking to people, so it's more of a "what the hell, sure" moment for him. he points his gun at the low rank worker among us before relaxing - the rest of us are simply contracted. he comments on our luck, filling us in on the essentials, how prisoners will be milling about shortly, how we'll be fine so long as we duck into a hole and don't leave it for a few days. if we're idiots and still want to look around, at least bring him back some research, yeah?i recognize him as soon as he speaks. as my group heads out, i stay behind.seriously? don't you have something better to do?i remove my headgear. we recognize each other. i spend the next two days accompanying him.


✦ ib
marisol rosa 💙^{ib is one of the first rpgmaker horrors i played ever ^7^ it holds a special place in my heart. i downloaded it on my home pc off some random site and accidentally got a bunch of junkware :)}the lights go out as i'm admiring the floor art. in a blink i'm in the gallery, a black rose tucked behind my ear. i decide to leave it there.i have the biggest crush on garry guys... squeezing him like a plushie in my mind!! i have got to hold this man's hand and wear his evil fucked-up jacket around...